Saturday, September 28, 2013

Day 5 ...Becoming more aware of Me

“Our life is made up of time. Our days are measured in hours, our pay measured by those hours, our knowledge is measured by years. ... And yet time eventually runs out and you wonder in your heart of hearts if those seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years and decades were being spent the best way they possibly could.”
Cecelia Ahern

Another day where I am beginning to enjoy my time where I sit with a hot cup of steeped tea and ponder ....Yes ladies at Simple Women's Daybook I have finally figured out what pondering is and I actually do it quite well :)

It seems time is passing so quickly ...We are already at the last days of Sept and it seems like yesterday we were all waiting for Summer .......It seems I am in a constant battle with health issues and there are days where I have looked up the word hypochondriac just out of curiosity....but then a test will prove I am having a particular issue and then I kinda just think Why Me .....

My doctor gave me some good advice this last visit to just take one thing at a time and set in motion what I need to do to fix it ....

This is the 5th day into my journey and I have decided I shouldn't have put *change me* in my post titles because no matter what I will always be me ...I just want to be more aware of how I am spending each moment and what relationships and friendship I am forming and neutering  that will stand the test of time ....

There is so much to do and such a short time to do things .... I am so thankful for all the places I have seen and things I have done especially in the time I have spent with Michael but there are still so many things left to do and see ... I refuse to be dormant I need to fix this.... The definition of dormant is
  1. (of an animal) Having normal physical functions suspended or slowed down for a period of time; in or as if in a deep sleep.
  2. (of a plant or bud) Alive but not actively growing.

So my pondering today has me learning the lesson of becoming more active and get back to living my life ....I went out and put my walking shoes by the door maybe today will be that day when I will actually use them ... Its so weird because I assume a lot of us have read or watched the movie Eat Pray Love and the author got to travel to Italy and India and I have to discover my Aha moments on the 6 floor of an apartment building in downtown Whitby ON :) not my choice of great travels but eh you work with what you got ...Until next time stay safe and be true ............. Cya on day 7 off to spent the weekend with Michael ....







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